In the past, there was a memory I often wished I could go back to. When I was in junior high school, I had a subtle romantic connection with a classmate. But back then, my mind was completely focused on doing well in school and getting good grades. Even though we had feelings for each other, I never thought about confessing to her.

When it was time to take the senior high school entrance exam, I did well and got admitted to a school in Taichung. As a result, she asked me for the registration brochure for that school. We agreed to meet on a certain day in the school’s meeting room. But at that time, I had no understanding of how to express my feelings, nor the motivation to do so. I didn’t even set a specific time to meet her.

On the day of the meeting, I went to the school’s meeting room, but of course, she didn’t show up. The first reason was that we never set a clear time. So even though I was there, I had no idea if she had already come and left, or hadn’t arrived yet. And then, I just left, without trying to contact her or asking classmates how I could reach her.

Looking back, this is something I regret. Even if I had confessed my feelings at the time, we might not have had a long-lasting relationship—after all, I used to have the wrong attitude toward myself and toward love. I truly hope she is living a happy life now, and I have no regrets.

過去有一段我想要回到過去的回憶。在我國中的時候，曾和一個同學曖昧。但我在那個時候，滿腦子只想要在學業上有好的表現和取得好成績。即便和她曖昧，我也沒想過要和她告白。

直到考高中的時候，因為那時成績還不錯，我得以錄取台中的學校。因此她跟我要去台中學校的報名簡章。我們約了一個日期約在學校的會議室見面，但因為那時我完全不懂也沒有想要告白的動力，我甚至沒跟她約具體時間是幾點。

到了那天，我到了學校會議室，當然她沒有出現。沒出現的第一個原因當然是因為我們根本沒約幾點，所以就算我那時候到了，我也不知道她是已經來過離開了，還是還沒來。然後我就傻傻的離開。沒有試圖取得聯絡她的方式，也沒有向同學詢問如何聯繫她。

總的來說，這就是一件讓我覺得後悔的事。即便當初我跟她告白，我也不見得能跟她維持很長的關係，畢竟我長期用錯誤的態度看待自己和愛情關係。希望她現在人生過的幸福，我也沒有遺憾。