Waking up from a dream,
I realized… I really had failed to do some crucial things.
Instead, I ended up entangled with negative people.
I used to think that a positive culture could fix everything,
But it seems the key matters must come first.
As for the rest—
It was just my unwillingness to be criticized by others.

Why am I making life so exhausting for myself?

Oh god of wisdom, I need you.
You are the fundamental solution to all my problems.