Waking up from a dream,
I realized\u2026 I really had failed to do some crucial things.
Instead, I ended up entangled with negative people.
I used to think that a positive culture could fix everything,
But it seems the key matters must come first.
As for the rest\u2014
It was just my unwillingness to be criticized by others.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Why am I making life so exhausting for myself?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Oh god of wisdom, I need you.
You are the fundamental solution to all my problems.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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